haha...you have to have sex with chickens

it's been a really long time since i've updated, and once again this is going to be a fairly atypical update. i don't really have anything too excited to report.
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or do i?
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i'm just going to copy and paste from my other journals the random stuff that 'hasn't' been happening.
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as it becomes disgustingly obvious, I never use livejournal. being home and having time + easily accessible internet, i decided to take a gander. i'm so confused. there are so many buttons and links, i don't even know what is going on anymore. craziness.

and i think i can tell everyone that i feel really happy. and that is amazing.

and i feel like i'm pretty much running the office. a summer job shouldn't be so effing stressful. this is seriously beyond the redonkle now. why am i so invested in it?

but i am happy. and there is lots of hope.

and i have sorely missed my cats.

i'm taking my mom + dad out to see "Cars" for their bday/fathers day (respectively). damn i love my parents so much sometimes. had a real breakfast this morning with my mother. and it was delicious. and we didn't even fight.

i'm also sporting a faux hawk. and probably the coolest sunglasses i have ever owned.


OHIO: While walking, you think to yourself "Damn, this is the most rancid smell I ever have smelled." Then you take another couple of steps and just as you think it can't get any worse, it begins to smell twice as bad.

oh well, at least i get to live on a beach. that's pretty effing sweet if i say so myself.

i think what i feel most like is an 8 year old trapped in the body of a rather ancient woman who has taken on the appearance of a rather strapping young fellow.

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the new regina spektor is pretty much everything you would expect it to be. and maybe more. she is just such an incredibly beautiful person both inside and out. I do hope she comes back from her european tour and decides to do some shows here that i might be able to see. she just seems to embue love and everything to do with love. and she's on conan o'brien tonight. i think you all need to see it. i can't wait to see her.

got out of work like an hour early yesterday. it was pretty sweet too...i was rebellious. i pretty much just walked and left, saying my good bye and not looking back. i just couldn't sit in that office anymore. i really hate the night shift i guess. and i have to do it again tonight. ew. but i have conan to look forward to.

i am very content with life right now. and it is such a great feeling.

there are some people that i do however miss a little too much. western love has been lacking, and all the joys that come with it. at the same time I've been meeting some damn awesome people thatare so reminiscent of what i have left behind, that it makes the transitions so much easier. i also miss my cats. damn they're cute. i have this weird urge of missing the renaissance festival too.

i had two bowls of cinnamon life this morning. i'm such a pig.

and i made a complete arse out of myself this morning as well, but I'm over it now.

ps. i'm going to be seeing Monty Python's Spamalot. Seriously. Can I even begin to describe to you how effing excited I am? I'm pretty sure I can't.

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i suppose there's been stuff going on. you just don't know all of it. sorry this hasn't been more fulfilling. internet access doesn't exactly come easily to these parts. and it's inconvenient. and rather boring. and not comfortable.
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i'm so excited to be reading again. i've read about 5 books already this summer and it has been fantastic. i love it. and i'm in love with it.
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good things are happening.
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my bday is coming up and i don't know what to ask for. my parents offered an expense paid vacation to someplace like chicago with a friend or two. and as amazing and perfect as that would be, i feel i should be working on getting more practical stuff. i'm in debt and have a lot of expenses coming my way. but damn i need a vacation.
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can i just begin to even describe how taken advantage of i am at work? seriously. i do SO DAMN much in that office, and i hardly get compensated. their idea of compensation is a free giant cookie. that's cool i guess, but it's hardly compensation. i mean, seriously. i've been training most of the new people coming in her and i do all the duties that a blue tag (level higher supervisorial type position) does without getting the pay and benefits. it's a little upsetting, but maybe it will be changing. i AM glad however for the fact that my supervisor's love me and are willing to trust so much with me. that IS rewarding. but not enough.
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it's so nice outside. it's silly for me to be sitting her typing to you.